The Emerald City

the things I find on old blogs…

Posted in blog,change,happiness,life,love,random,relationships by Scaramouche on 20 May, 2008

This is an entry from a blog I had in Grade 10. That’s 2006. September 19th. Observe:

Oh bother.

Okay. So it turns out that I’ve fallen insanely in love with a Grade 12 in my Vocal class (let’s call him Erik). He’s unbelievable. He’s incredible. He’s amazing. He’s completely oblivious to the fact that I love him devotedly.
His voice is so beautiful. It’s like liquid gold. He’s SUCH a great singer, and he loves musicals, and while he hasn’t seen Phantom (grr) he is allowing myself and others to force him to see it (yay!). He’s also very affectionate, and every time he touches me I blush and turn stupid. Yum. He’s so lovely, and I want him so much, but… gah. Qu’est-ce que le point?
I have, however, made a decision. The day my bestest friend tells her amour that she amours him, I shall tell the same to Erik. Because that will work. Either that, or I shall tell Erik on November the 1st. Whichever comes first. =) But even though that’s months away, I can’t help being nervous about it. I’m so afraid to tell him, to show my true feelings. What if he doesn’t feel the same? Even scarier, what if he DOES??? Is that just wishful thinking, or could it actually happen? I’m so scared.
Mmmm… off to sing and think of him. *sighhh*

I am now dating the Grade 12 in question. I love him love him love him. And also, this proves JUST HOW LONG I’VE WANTED HIM. Yay me.

and two shuffle things to ease the bored

Posted in blog,music,random by Scaramouche on 15 April, 2008

So how’s life treating you?
I’m In Love With My Car (1991 Remix) — Queen
Comments?: ❤

Where are you at the moment?
Song: The Point of No Return — The Phantom of the Opera
Comments?: Hnngh.

What’s the best thing about today?
Song: Everything is Permitted — Meat Loaf
Comments?: Aww yeah.

What do you do for a living?
Song: The Show Must Go On — Queen
Comments?: I’m a performer.

What do you want to do right now?
Song: Funny How Love Is — Queen
Comments?: ❤

What do you like doing when you’re drunk?
Song: Good Girls Go To Heaven (Bad Girls Go Everywhere) — Meat Loaf
Comments? MmmmHM.

What would you like to say to that special someone?
Song: The Only Living Boy In New York — Simon & Garfunkel
Comments?: The lyrics, yes.

What do you say to people who try to put you down?
Song: Your Song — Elton John
Comments?: I start singing, and it all goes away.

What’s your opinion on society today?
Song: More Than You Deserve — Meat Loaf
Comments?: Hellz yeah.

What do you really want to say to President Bush?
Song: Epilogue (Farewells) — Lord of the Rings Original London Cast
Comments?: Byeeee.

What did you dream about last night?
Song: Lullaby of Birdland — George Sharing
Comments?: *kajonk* zzz…

What are you constantly thinking about?
Song: Destiny — Tenacious D
Comments?: What is my porpoise?

How do you let out your anger?
Song: Dear Old Shiz — Wicked
Comments?: … I got nothin’ here.

How do you like to waste your time?
Song: Let Go — Frou Frou
Comments?: Whoosh. I let go.

What makes you so individual?
Song: Think Of Me — The Phantom of the Opera
Comments?: … I don’t know.

What’s your hidden talent?
Song: The Prophet’s Song — Queen

What does everyone love you for?
Song: Can’t Buy Me Love — The Beatles
Comments?: I don’t care too much for money; money can’t buy me love.

What do you scream when you come?
Song: Who Wants To Live Forever — Queen
Comments?: That’s a mouthful.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Song: Out Of My Mind — James Blunt
Comments?: GOING INSANE, clearly.

If I gave you pencil and paper, what would you draw?
Song: Sing Sing Sing — Benny Goodman
Comments?: Singing. Yeah.

What was your first love like?
Song: Hey Julie — Fountains of Wayne
Comments?: Or so I thought…

And your current love?
Song: Puttin’ On The Ritz — Fred Astaire

What’s annoying you right now?
Song: Hello Little Girl/Any Moment — Bernadette Peters
Comments?: I hate this woman’s voice.

What’s your life motto?
Song: Cleaning Out My Closet — Eminem
Comments?: Aww yeah.

What lesson did you learn yesterday?
Song: April In Paris — Count Basie
Comments?: Yay.

What are you going to do now?
Song: Now Or Never — Josh Groban
Comments?: ❤

Anything else you’d like to say?
Song: Everyday I Have The Blues — Count Basie & Joe Williams
Comments?: Pretty much.

MP3 Survey: Put your MP3 player on random and put the song that comes up as the answer


How would you describe yourself:
Good Girls Go To Heaven (Bad Girls Go Everywhere) — Meat Loaf (damn right)

How would your friends describe you?:
On The Bus Mall — The Decemberists

Your family?:
Bat Out Of Hell — Meat Loaf (uh-huh)

Are you generous?:
Everyday I Have The Blues — Count Basie & Joe Williams

Do you have a short temper?:
San Andreas Fault — Natalie Merchant (“Earth dividing, plates colliding, such an awful sound”… That’s a yes.)

Are you a procrastinator?:
Peel Me A Grape — Diana Krall (Yes please.)

How do you feel about yourself?:
Social Conditioning — Left From Right (YES.)

How do you feel about others?:
All I Ask Of You — The Phantom of the Opera (… is that you not be dumb.)

What do you think of puppies/kittens?:
My Baby Just Cares For Me — Nina Simone (Not for kittens or puppies.)


How would you describe your best friend?:
Radio Ga Ga — Queen (rather nutty about music)

What do you like to do with your friends?:
March Of The Witch Hunters — Wicked (… um… yes. Kill witches. Totally.)

Where is your favorite hangout?:
Out Of My Mind — James Blunt (Yup!)

A phrase or word that would describe your group of friends:
’39 — Queen (1939, y’all.)

What do you say about your friends when they are not around?:
Strawberry Fields Forever — Across the Universe

Name something you’d like to do with your friends, that you’ve never done:
Solo Por Ti — Josh Groban (… *blush*)


So what will or is your true love like?:
Only You — Left From Right (=D)

What does he/she think of you?:
Angel Eyes — The Jeff Healey Band (*GASP OF JOY*)

What do you guys like to do?:
Nocturnal Pleasure — Meat Loaf

What will everybody be saying at your wedding?:
Killer Queen — Queen

What will your honeymoon be like?:
Mack The Knife — Ella Fitzgerald (That’s the recording in which she forgets the words…)

Any kids in your future?:
Life — Our Lady Peace (A yes.)

Describe the love you share:
Ogre Battle — Queen (BONKWITHCLUB)


your job:
Classico — Tenacious D

your car:
If It Ain’t Broke, Break It — Meat Loaf (Yes, that is what I’d do to a car. KEEP ME OFF THE STREETS, FELLAS)

your house:
The Loser In The End — Queen

your family:
Lament For Moria — Lord of the Rings Original London Cast

your next vacation:
I’ll Cover You (Reprise) — Rent (A funeral??)

the sky:
Your Song — Elton John

Saruman — Lord of the Rings Original London Cast

walking down a dark alley:
I’d Do Anything For Love (But I Won’t Do That) — Meat Loaf (fuck no I won’t!)

waking up early in the morning:
Ogre Battle (Remix) — Queen (Oooh.)

stubbing your toe on the door:
It’s All Coming Back To Me Now — Meat Loaf (paiiin.)


What quote will you be remembered for?:
Down On Penny’s Farm — Natalie Merchant

What does the bumper sticker on your car say?:
History — Tenacious D

What is the first thing you say in the morning?:
I’ll Kill You If You Don’t Come Back — Meat Loaf (sleeeep, I need youuuu, come baaack)

What is the last thing you say at night?:
Tubular Bells (Part 1) — Mike Oldfield

What are the words that you are just waiting to say to the world?:
Get Closer — Left From Right (*reaches out pitifully*)

To your true love?:
Wonder — Natalie Merchant (You are.)

What will your gravestone say?:
Something Special For All The Ladies Of The World — Flight of the Conchords (a CORPSE! “Happy anniversary, honey…”)

a correction to an earlier post

Posted in blog,confusion,random by Scaramouche on 31 January, 2008

I ranted about spelling a few months ago. I mentioned that someone posted “Thnks Fr Th Mmrs” as a song title.

It turns out this is an actual song title. It’s by Fall Out Boy (which explains why I was not previously aware of its existence).

Things I didn’t know.

um… hi!

Posted in blog,confusion by Scaramouche on 29 July, 2007

So, apparently my ex-boyfriend’s mom reads my blog.

Hi there! Sorry for what I did. I was a jerk. But I don’t think he hates me anymore, and I’m still his friend.  Please don’t be mad at me too much.

I don’t swim in your bedroom, please don’t fuck in my pool

Posted in blog,happiness,life,random by Scaramouche on 3 April, 2007

I beg of you, don’t ask.

I’ve noticed that this seems to be the only blog I’ve ever made that I’ve updated with anything even approaching regularity. I think I’ve figured out what it is that makes me update so much. I’ve put a link to the page I update from in my Favourites menu, so it’s really, REALLY easy to get to. No pesky typing involved. Except when I’m typing the entry. So… yeah.

Anything interesting happening? Well, I’m going to see The Phantom of the Opera tomorrow, which will be AWESOME! Watch this space for a review when I get back. =D

I don’t think there’s anything else. Mainly, I just wanted to type out this kickass title.

Well, I hope I shall get a lot more hits. I put a link to this blog in my Myspace blog, and I’ll post a bulletin too. Laterz.